Traumatic Syndrome

Everything has changed since the day it happened. Sometimes I wonder if I chose this life myself or if it was imposed on me. I spend my days feeling sorry for myself, wanting to move, wanting to find a way out of that impasse that is not over yet. I have files and files about what happened and I can't change it. I continue to chase someone who seems to me invisible every time, without a trace. You can try to help me find a way, you can try to help me move on and discover the whole truth. Can you?